Monthly Archives: January 2011

STOP THINKING!

To come to rest, to fall asleep, the only thing you need to do: STOP THINKING! To freely float and fly, to smile and cry, the only thing you need to do: STOP THINKING! To get to happiness, to reach … Continue reading

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In my head

When the mind is constantly in motion thoughts just can’t be laid to rest. There’s a roller coaster fun fair park placed between my ears: feelings racing, hanging upside-down, while rationale is staying out. And there are no regulations, chaos … Continue reading

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Fight Internal

When your head and heart are fighting And you want your gut to win When your feelings just keep biting And they seem to hurt your skin While you want to run away Since there’s no way out While composure … Continue reading

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Set back

I hadn’t seen it coming. No, I hadn’t seen that coming. Not now. Not like this. I am on the mend, doing better, baby step by baby step I have been clawing my way back into life, my way back … Continue reading

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I miss you…

So, today it would have been our second anniversary. Instead I am alone, in Hamburg now, where I wouldn’t have been without you, where I went because of you, because of us, our future together. You found someone else, replaced … Continue reading

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Rätselhaft

EDITH sagt: Es gibt eine Lösung! 🙂 Guckt Ihr hier. Danke an Euch ALLE für Eure Hilfe! Ich hatte kurz vor Weihnachten in meine TL gefragt, ob man mir dabei behilflich sein könne, herauszufinden was für ein Gegenstand dieses Ding … Continue reading

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Loslassen und leben

30. Dezember – Das Jahr geht unweigerlich dem Ende zu. Pläne für morgen habe ich bewusst anders gestaltet. Ich möchte allein sein morgen Abend. Habe keine Lust auf Menschen, zumindest nicht direkt. Ich will meine me-time geniessen, für mich. Spiele gedanklich … Continue reading

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